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A blog about a girl. A very tired girl, very boring girl who wants things to go better in her life.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Why?
Howcome I am the way I am? Really, that's all I want to know. I WANT TO CHANGE! I want to be better, more perfect! I don't want to be shy anymore. I don't want to be boring. I WANT TO CHANGE I WANT TO CHANGE! I WANT TO BE OUTGOING. I want to be able to pass people I know and smile and hug them, I don't want to be the "weird-o" or the odd one out, I want to be the cool fun, funny one. Why am I so serious? So stone faced, so hardbitten. I am sick of it. Please, change, come soon I am desperate for a new personality.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
I dissapeared from this blog for a long time!
Hi to all of my blog readers! I realize I've been gone from this blog for sometime. I didn't forget about it. I just haven't been posting. But I think I am going to start back!
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Hello...
Wow. I haven't written in a while! I didn't realize it has been so long. I've been busy w/ school, ect! I will be writing more again... :)
Wednesday, February 2, 2011
My Bulimia.
I am not going to go into depth about my whole Eating Disorder background, I'd rather not. It's just that my Bulimia seems to be slowly returning. At least it seems that way today, I just decided to go throw up, and I did it. I don't know why... It seems like it was just bound to happen, or like it's the right thing to do. But I won't let this consume me. I am beginning to think that I just may be stronger than this demon. Stronger than those voices in my head, and stronger than those disorted images that I gaze at through the mirror.
Bulimia
This familar demon returns
I hear it snicker in my ear as I analyze my thoughts
Why must you return now? I've been doing fine without you.
Bulimia, it's back, such a familar monster
A love and hate relationship
I stick my fingers down my throat
Confusion swims through my mind
Bulimia, seems to want me back.
I hear it snicker in my ear as I analyze my thoughts
Why must you return now? I've been doing fine without you.
Bulimia, it's back, such a familar monster
A love and hate relationship
I stick my fingers down my throat
Confusion swims through my mind
Bulimia, seems to want me back.
Friday, January 28, 2011
Afraid
I am afraid to live
I am walking on glass
I must be careful
Careful with every word
Every thought and every look
I am afraid, I am very afraid
That I might do something wrong
That I just may be an ambomination
That I am not strong enough to stay pure
Why must I be afraid? Scared to turn every corner in life
Please, I don't want to be afraid.
I am walking on glass
I must be careful
Careful with every word
Every thought and every look
I am afraid, I am very afraid
That I might do something wrong
That I just may be an ambomination
That I am not strong enough to stay pure
Why must I be afraid? Scared to turn every corner in life
Please, I don't want to be afraid.
Tuesday, January 25, 2011
I write
I write... in a hasty manner
type, type, typing away on my computer
lonely thoughts pour out of my mind
words bubble into my mouth spewing out so rapidly
I write... My feelings, tears dripping on my hands.
I write to let everything out, even if it doesn't make sense
I don't write just to rhyme, or to waste time
I write to get the confusion and anger off of my mind.
type, type, typing away on my computer
lonely thoughts pour out of my mind
words bubble into my mouth spewing out so rapidly
I write... My feelings, tears dripping on my hands.
I write to let everything out, even if it doesn't make sense
I don't write just to rhyme, or to waste time
I write to get the confusion and anger off of my mind.
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